The horrible dream - "CANCER" really bothered me. I can't help myself but surf the net on the dream defination. I come acress the page named "Dream Moods" at http://www.dreammoods.com/. Although it does not really satisfy my query on my dream but it's really a great and fun site to know what are the common dreams that ppl had. It also tells us the meanings behind every dream....common meaning....as it mentions that every1's dream is unique.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I HAD CANCER!!!!
I HAD CANCER!!!
In the dream this morning, I was in a some kind of dinner cum special function. The attendance was great. Suddenly, soon after the dinner started, some1 called out my name.
"Dear, you've forgotten ur name tag."
I felt confuse. Name tag? I answered, "Name tag? I don't see many are wearing name tag. Why do i need one?"
The reply was : " Oh, it's specially for you. It's specially for cancer patient. Don't worry. Your's just at the beginning stage."
I was shocked.........stunned............blank........... "What are you talking about? What CANCER? Are you crazy? NOOOOOOOOOO...................... It's impossible!!!"
I was shouting......screaming..... and crying there........... it's truly hard for me to accept that? Why should they deliver such bad news to me in such a way???? I am healthy all this while!!!! Why should they giv name tag for ppl that have such dead sickness?????
My whole body felt cold!!! I was shivering!!! Some1 shake me....."Dear, are you ok?" It was my husband. He was awaken by my sobbing noise....I was actually crying....
I told him about it. He told me that it won't be true ...it's just a dream.
I'm thinking now........do I really have cancer of which that I don't know about it myself? I don't know how to describe this hard feeling in words.... My mind now keep thinking of the word CANCER. My mind just like the sunset images below :
The word cancer keeps coming back like the waves..........on & on... non-stop!!! Hope that it wont come true.
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