I HAD CANCER!!!!

I HAD CANCER!!!

In the dream this morning, I was in a some kind of dinner cum special function. The attendance was great. Suddenly, soon after the dinner started, some1 called out my name.

"Dear, you've forgotten ur name tag."

I felt confuse. Name tag? I answered, "Name tag? I don't see many are wearing name tag. Why do i need one?"

The reply was : " Oh, it's specially for you. It's specially for cancer patient. Don't worry. Your's just at the beginning stage."

I was shocked.........stunned............blank........... "What are you talking about? What CANCER? Are you crazy? NOOOOOOOOOO...................... It's impossible!!!"

I was shouting......screaming..... and crying there........... it's truly hard for me to accept that? Why should they deliver such bad news to me in such a way???? I am healthy all this while!!!! Why should they giv name tag for ppl that have such dead sickness?????

My whole body felt cold!!! I was shivering!!! Some1 shake me....."Dear, are you ok?" It was my husband. He was awaken by my sobbing noise....I was actually crying....

I told him about it. He told me that it won't be true ...it's just a dream.

I'm thinking now........do I really have cancer of which that I don't know about it myself? I don't know how to describe this hard feeling in words.... My mind now keep thinking of the word CANCER. My mind just like the sunset images below :



The word cancer keeps coming back like the waves..........on & on... non-stop!!! Hope that it wont come true.